I'm scared hope

Hope...

What are you doing in situations like this...

Because genuinely...

What am I supposed to do...

My brain waves are abnormal...

They could be abnormal right now...

I don't know...

The EEG people put flashing lights in my face...

And then I got anxious...

And the lady said it was almost like my brain had some instinct to stop before anything happened...

So now I'm sitting here wondering...

Do I have to stop drinking coffee...

Do I have to cut back on habits...

Do I have to become one of those people who drinks nothing but water and stares peacefully at trees...

I don't know Hope...

I finished the EEG early...

Before I actually had some type of seizure...

And THANK CHRIST nothing happened...

But now my brain is over here doing brain things...

And I am over here doing anxiety things...

Meanwhile you...

Are probably thinking about chicken...

Or sleeping...

Or committing minor acts of household mischief...

Hope...

Please advise...